A gift

So last night God gave me a gift that I so desperately needed. Tears. Yes, tears. Tears about my salvation and about the fact that God chose me. I've missed that freshness in my relationship with God. God has felt so distant from me these past couple of weeks and I feel like I have tried and tried to find my way back to Him, but last night He brought me close to Him and just reminded me of who I was and who He is. I am sooooo thankful. I feel restored. I have been asking for God to show me just how bad sin is and consequently just how good He is. I got a glimpse last night. I love how the best gifts are not tangible.